Saskia....

Ok, first off, thanks to princetongirl206 for the surprisingly helpful comment.

So Saskia (the girl I wrote about in the "dumped" blog) and I have started talking and hanging out again and I've realized that I'm not actually over her :( but then yesterday she asked me if she would be cool with her going out with Pat (my best friend) I told her that I was cause I didn't want to seem like a dick but really I'm not ok with it because I still want to be with her. I've tried dating other people but it didn't work, she's the only person I want and at this point in time, it feels like she will be the only person I will ever want, fuck I hate this!!!!!!!

h00dLum!!1 out.